-: I think for me it's the unpredictability of every day.
I don't think I'm someone that could just go to an office
and sit behind a desk and that be my day to day.
And then on top of it, the patient care aspect of it.
You know, I think everybody goes into medicine saying,
"Oh, I wanna help people," which sounds great,
but it can also be very challenging, and can wear on you,
but to me there's a reward out of that when you,
you know, someone comes to you and they're very sick
and their family's really worried about them
and you can figure it out, you know,
and kinda put those puzzle pieces together,
and it's a lot of critical thinking
fast-paced stuff that I enjoy.
You never know what's gonna happen in a day.
Probably that same aspect,
that you never know what's gonna happen in a day.
It can be very tiring, and the way that
medicine is set up right now in the country,
it's about seeing as many patients as you can in a day,
and so sometimes, you know, you have a patient
that really requires more hands-on stuff in that moment,
and you just don't have the time to do it,
which is not only frustrating for the patient,
but it's frustrating for you.
And then you go into the next patient room,
and they're already upset because
they've been waiting on you,
and so then that's difficult,
and that visit then takes longer
'cause you're having to break down that barrier,
so that stuff can get tiring.